Wednesday, October 27, 2010

10/27/10

Mood today: Good. Today was okay. Got to work around 7:00. I got up at like 5:00 or so. I dressed up for Halloween today, so it took me longer to get ready for work. Did my eye makeup and that took forever. I was a goth chick. Everyone at work said I looked goth, so I guess I did a good job.

I finished PN this morning and ran reports and applied off amounts. Then I just played around on MDJ answering posts. There sure were a lot too. I couldn't get to them all though. I asked Emily if she wanted me to come in today or wait till Monday and she said wait till Monday. That was nice. Spent the rest of the day on MDJ and getting the folders ready to file. I put the payroll reports into Marsha's box and gave the sheet I usually give to Thelma in Thelma's box.

Came home after work and jumped on Computer. Been here ever since. My computer has been having a delay sometimes and it's annoying. I wonder why. Maybe I should ask B about this. He might know why. Didn't chat with anyone tonight. My friends from MDJ weren't online. Talked to Nat.

Tomorrow is my surgery. I go in at 8:00 and wait 2 hours and then they take me in for surgery at 10:00. I started kind of tonight and that is not good. If I'm on my period they probably can't do the essure procedure and I'll have to get my tubes tied instead. I really wanted the essure done. I don't know, maybe it was just a freak of nature and it didn't really start. Guess I'll see in the morning. I am a little nervous about the anesthesia part. I don't like getting put out. Anything could go wrong. I just hope it goes well.

I am taking tomorrow off of course. Friday I am playing by ear. If I feel able to work, I will go in. If I do get the essure done, I think I will be okay. Not sure about the tied tubes. That involves cutting. Mary is taking half day, so no one will be there to relieve Ingrid for her break. Melinda will probably do it like she does for me when no one is there. So, we shall see how I feel.

Monday, October 25, 2010

10/25/10

Mood today: Good. Today I got to work a little later than usual. It was about 7:30. I like to get there around 7:00 or so. I checked my emails and MDJ. Ingrid called in sick. Mary did the front desk so I could do my training with Emily. Emily didn't have me come in until after 10:00. We started on going through the papers. We worked until Mary's lunch at 12:00.

I took my lunch at 1:00. Went out to my car and wrote a little bit and then went to my desk and replied to MDJ again. Was ready to go in with Emily again at 2:00, but she wasn't there. She was on lunch. She didn't get back from lunch till about 3:00. She sure takes long lunches. I gave Mary a short break and went in with Emily. We worked on some more stuff and billing.

Got done with Emily around 5:00. Messed around for awhile then headed home. Just went straight home. I didn't need anything from anywhere. Got on my computer as usual and did what I usually do. Tomorrow I need to go get my blood work done for surgery on Thursday. I also have to take a pregnancy test. After that I will go to work.

I'm dressing up for Halloween on Wednesday. Should be interesting. I have all the accessories for my outfit I think so I'm ready to go. Now I have to concentrate on my makeup to see if I get it right for a goth person. Lots of black I believe. My skirt is short, so I hope no one says anything about it.

Am a little nervous about Thursday. I don't know if I like the idea about being put out. I don't have a choice though. I hope they can get the micro inserts in and me not have to have my tubes tied. That will be less recovery time for me. I'll just pray about it. I guess I'll find out when I wake up what they were able to do. 

Saturday, October 23, 2010

10/23/10

Mood Today: Good. Woke up today at 12:00. Nat called me and woke me up. Talked to her for awhile. Got on computer and started answering posts on MDJ. Nat came by to bring me the $100 I borrowed from her. I have so many bills it's ridiculous. She stayed and we chatted for while. She left and I went back on the computer.

Thursday I went to see Dr. Lopolo at the Woman's Medical Group for my preop. I had to pay my $264 dollars for the procedure I am getting done. That is why I am so far behind on money. They moved my surgery up one day, so I am having it on Thursday the 28th rather than Friday the 29th. It's going to be at 10:00 am. I am a little nervous, but I hope that will go away. I will be put out, so it won't be that bad.

Tomorrow, I don't even know if I'm going to do any laundry. I may just stay home and do nothing again. It's nice to do nothing. On Tuesday, I think I will get my blood drawn and have a pregnancy test done at the hospital for the surgery and be a little late to work. I need to get PN done early because I will be having surgery. So, I will be rushing to get that done. Plus I have to train with Emily too. I hope it all works out good.

Last Friday I stayed up all night. I don't know why, but I was really tired by Saturday night. I slept in till 1:00 on Sunday. Then I chatted with someone from DS all day long. Seems nice enough. Just talked about everyday life. Stupid stuff really. Made the day go by fast though. I don't usually chat with people much. Sometimes people on MDJ, but that's it.

I guess I'm going to have to dress up for Halloween on Wednesday then, since my surgery is going to be on Thursday. Oh well, a couple of days early. I will probably just fit into society as just a normal everyday goth person. I kind of look like a school girl too with the plaid skirt and all. I will have a lot of black on though. I am looking forward to it. I have to get up early to do my make up for it. Lots of black on the eyes and pale on the face. I hope I doi it alright. We shall see. 

Monday, October 18, 2010

10/18/10

Mood today: Good. Monday, so the start of the week. Didn't do much in the morning today. After lunch, I went in with Emily. We did some purchases, transfer, and some billing. Printed out the invoices and then we were done by 4:30. The rest of the day I just checked out my email.

After work I went to Foodmaxx and got some food items. Came home and unloaded groceries. Hopped on computer. Nat is on the phone now and has been for about an hour. Caught up on MDJ and DS. Had my tea and cigarettes. Going to get ready for bed soon.

My surgery is in two weeks. I just want to get it over with. I wonder what they will end up doing. Hopefully the essure will work, but if not they will tie my tubes. Kind of nervous, but I'll get over this. I will be put out, so I won't know what is going on.

Halloween is going to be the weekend I get my surgery done. I am going to dress up gothic the day before my surgery. It's the day before everyone else dresses up, but that's okay. Everyone wants me to dress up at work, so I am. My skirt is pretty short, but hopefully no one will notice. I will hopefully be able to wear my silver labret and nose jewelry. It goes with the outfit and theme.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

10/15/10

Today's mood: Good. Haven't written in awhile. I have my appointment for the hospital to get the micro inserts in my fallopian tubes on the 29th. If they can't get them in this time, they will just tie my tubes. Fine with me.

I'm learning Emily's job at work. I was really nervous because I don't know a thing about it. She has been showing me stuff for about three weeks now and it's slowly coming to me now. I am feeling more comfortable with it. Still need to work some more with her though. I'm not quite there yet. 

I've been on MDJ and DS a lot as usual. Helping people and commenting on journal entries. It keeps me busy and gives me something to do on the weekends. I don't do anything unless Michael plays. I really need to do laundry this Sunday. I haven't done any in three weeks. It is piling up like no tomorrow.

A couple weeks ago, Michael invited me to the Babylon to hang out with him. He played with Patrick the first set. Then he didn't have to play anymore. He didn't see me until later. It was hard for us to hang out though because everyone knew him and kept grabbing at him to talk with them. So, I was a little bit disappointed. Toward the end of the night we hung out a little bit. His girlfriend was there and she doesn't like me, so she makes me uncomfortable. When I left we said our goodbyes and gave our usual hugs and kisses and I headed home. 

I think the next time he plays is on the 5th of November at Audie's. My birthday is the 15th. I don't know if I will go to that show or not. I would like to, but we will see. I usually go to his shows no matter what. I think Sterrin is trying to put a wedge between us. I consider him a really good friend of mine. I like his company. 

It's 4:00 in the morning here and I can't seem to sleep. I need to go to sleep though. I just have a lot on my mind. Frankie's birthday party is tomorrow. I wonder if B is going to go to it. I don't think I will if he asks me. For one, I think I will be tired and another, I have laundry to do. I also like staying home alone. I don't know. The Fresno State game is going on tomorrow too, so he may want to go to that. 

Well, I guess I will see about checking my email. I'm still on MDJ. It's kind of boring because no one is online right now. There will be people coming online soon though since it's so late or early however you want to put it. I am pretty much bored. Then I will try to go to sleep. I need to get some sleep. Maybe I'm hypo-manic right now. I don't know.