Friday, May 10, 2013

5/10/13

Today is Friday and its been quite a bit since I've written in here. It's been okay, but I was out of both of my antidepressants for about four days. The doctor didn't approve my prescription for Wellbutrin in time and there was a delay in getting my Viibryd to the clinic. I got samples yesterday and I got my Wellbutrin filled the day before. I'm so glad too. I was getting depressed. It's scary when you don't have your medication. You go through withdrawals too. 

My boyfriend and I have been spending a lot of time together and that makes me very happy. I enjoy his company a lot and am really happy when we are together. School isn't going so well though. I am behind in my classes and I need to catch up. I was depressed and didn't even log on for a while. I need to get caught up though soon. I don't want the classes to drop me. I have more time if I need it though because of the ADA. My mental state was affected and that is why I was not able to get my shit together. I hope soon I can catch up. 

Nothing else much is going on. I'm feeling pretty good today. I went to the Indian casino with my boyfriend last night and I came out $20 ahead. I wish it was thousands ahead, but it wasn't my lucky night I guess.   I rarely win anything. It's no fun not winning. You have to play to win though. We were only there a couple of hours, but we had fun.

I have a birthday party for my nephew tomorrow that I am supposed to go to. I should really go. I don't feel much like going, but I think it would be rude to not go. I need to get a present. He just turned three on the fifth. My son wants to come out for the summer. Only two to four weeks though. He has a job at home. I just hope I can afford him. Being on unemployment is hard to make the bills let alone have any money left over.

I hope everyone is doing okay and feeling well.