Tomorrow is Monday. The day no one likes. The weekend flew by for me. It's weird how time seems to go by so fast as you get older. I will be 40 before I know it. Gosh, it feels weird saying that. I feel like I'm still in my 20's. My body doesn't, but my mind does.
I didn't do much this weekend. Nothing really to do but stay at home and find things to do. Friday I left Gary's around noon and came home. Did some studying. I had my final for the one class to do. I finished that today. Last minute is how I do it. I really need to work on that too. I need to spend more time on my studies and assignments.
My niece's birthday party was yesterday. I didn't go. I didn't want to drive the hour there and back to just be there for a couple of hours. I don't think she minded anyway. She had all her friends there. She turned 16 on the 14th, but didn't want her party until the 23rd.
I found an old book to read. I'm going to start getting back into that. I miss reading and it's good to do. Keeps your mind occupied and even though it's just a fiction book, you learn something in it. I mainly like romances or vampire books. I love vampire everything. Don't know why. Favorite movie is Underworld. Can't wait till the next movie comes out.
Just watching TV and posting comments on MDJ. Nothing much is going on online at the moment though. I guess I could read some journals and comment on them. I'm just bored and wanting something to do. I'll find something soon. Even if I have to clean something, I will find something to do.
I think I am feeling better on the Wellbutrin. I'm not so sensitive and feel less depressed. It's either starting to work or it's all in my mind. It's been about three weeks though, so it should be in my system by now. This is making me happy. I want to be depression free.
I hope everyone has a great Monday!
Sunday, March 24, 2013
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
3/20/13
Wednesday is here, hump day as others call it since it's in the middle of the week. I am a little tired and I did have a small nap also, so I shouldn't be. I've just been on the computer mainly like I usually am. I'm watching CNN right now. I like it because you get all the news around the world.
I went to Gary's yesterday. Helped him clean his room and did some laundry. It was a nice relaxing time. I think I went to sleep around 11:00 which was kind of early. Gary didn't go to sleep until around 1:00. I feel bad when I'm snoozing and he is awake alone.
Got up this morning and came home. I ended up taking a nap. Gary took a nap also which is really good. He doesn't sleep well and any extra sleep he gets is good. Nothing is going on right now at home. I'm a little bored.
I cleaned the kitchen yesterday and the microwave. It was so dirty. I think my soup that I heat in there bubbles and splashes all over the microwave. I still need to clean the bathroom and my room, I just haven't had the energy. Soon.
Tomorrow I have to do my discussion questions and then I will be done for the week. I have my final on Sunday, but can do it early. I hope I do well on it. I finished the questions early today so I could get it out of the way. I guess I'm going to watch some TV. Survivor is on tonight. I like the show, but don't always watch it. Gary really likes it.
I think I will hit the hay early tonight. I'm feeling tired even though I took a nap. I think I get tired and go to sleep a lot of the time because I get bored. I usually lay down when I am bored and end up asleep. It's fine with me, but some days I just feel like the day is wasted if I sleep in naps.
Hope everyone is having a great Wednesday!!
I went to Gary's yesterday. Helped him clean his room and did some laundry. It was a nice relaxing time. I think I went to sleep around 11:00 which was kind of early. Gary didn't go to sleep until around 1:00. I feel bad when I'm snoozing and he is awake alone.
Got up this morning and came home. I ended up taking a nap. Gary took a nap also which is really good. He doesn't sleep well and any extra sleep he gets is good. Nothing is going on right now at home. I'm a little bored.
I cleaned the kitchen yesterday and the microwave. It was so dirty. I think my soup that I heat in there bubbles and splashes all over the microwave. I still need to clean the bathroom and my room, I just haven't had the energy. Soon.
Tomorrow I have to do my discussion questions and then I will be done for the week. I have my final on Sunday, but can do it early. I hope I do well on it. I finished the questions early today so I could get it out of the way. I guess I'm going to watch some TV. Survivor is on tonight. I like the show, but don't always watch it. Gary really likes it.
I think I will hit the hay early tonight. I'm feeling tired even though I took a nap. I think I get tired and go to sleep a lot of the time because I get bored. I usually lay down when I am bored and end up asleep. It's fine with me, but some days I just feel like the day is wasted if I sleep in naps.
Hope everyone is having a great Wednesday!!
Saturday, March 16, 2013
3/16/13
Two of my sisters had a birthday yesterday. One of my niece's birthday was the day before also. Lots of presents to buy and cards too. I hate buying stuff for people because I don't know what to get them. My mind goes blank. At least I got all of them something. They all said they liked what they got, so that is good.
Gary, one of my nieces, and my four sisters all went out to eat last night. It was a steakhouse and the food was good. Expensive, but good. I had three lemon drop martinis. They were $9.50 each. I didn't know they were going to be that much. Ridiculous! They were yummy though. Gary and my dinner came out $85. $28 of that was for our drinks. He only had one margarita. We took pictures out front and then all headed home.
In the past, we would have gone out to a bar, but we are just getting too old for that these days. My sisters have kids at home too that they have to think about. All in all, it was a nice dinner for them. I think I got home around 10:00 and fell asleep by 11:00. I was up at 2:30 though and then back to sleep by 4:30 and then up at 6:30. We both got up then. I just didn't sleep very well at all.
I took a couple naps today. That helped me to feel rested. I'm home alone after spending three days with Gary and now I am lonely. This always happens after I spend time with him. I just miss him all the time. It's funny how that happens. I just love to be around him and enjoy his company a lot. I love him. He is a great guy.
School work is due tomorrow, so I will be working on that. Nothing else planned for then. Just staying home. Maybe cleaning a bit. Will see how I feel and if I'm up to it. Nothing is going on tonight and I'm quite bored. I will have to find something to do. The Internet is boring with nothing happening on there. MDJ, Facebook, and my Email are all quiet.
Have a great Sunday!
Gary, one of my nieces, and my four sisters all went out to eat last night. It was a steakhouse and the food was good. Expensive, but good. I had three lemon drop martinis. They were $9.50 each. I didn't know they were going to be that much. Ridiculous! They were yummy though. Gary and my dinner came out $85. $28 of that was for our drinks. He only had one margarita. We took pictures out front and then all headed home.
In the past, we would have gone out to a bar, but we are just getting too old for that these days. My sisters have kids at home too that they have to think about. All in all, it was a nice dinner for them. I think I got home around 10:00 and fell asleep by 11:00. I was up at 2:30 though and then back to sleep by 4:30 and then up at 6:30. We both got up then. I just didn't sleep very well at all.
I took a couple naps today. That helped me to feel rested. I'm home alone after spending three days with Gary and now I am lonely. This always happens after I spend time with him. I just miss him all the time. It's funny how that happens. I just love to be around him and enjoy his company a lot. I love him. He is a great guy.
School work is due tomorrow, so I will be working on that. Nothing else planned for then. Just staying home. Maybe cleaning a bit. Will see how I feel and if I'm up to it. Nothing is going on tonight and I'm quite bored. I will have to find something to do. The Internet is boring with nothing happening on there. MDJ, Facebook, and my Email are all quiet.
Have a great Sunday!
Friday, March 8, 2013
3/8/13
It's Friday and the weekend is here. Lots of people are happy about this. I don't mind the weekends, but they are just days to me like any other day since I still don't have a job. Still looking and still frustrated. I'm a hard worker, but someone needs to give me a chance to prove it to them. I would love to be working right now.
Finished my school questions for the day and that is out of the way. Have one more day left of questions and then I need to work on my assignment for the week. I'm in the seventh week, so I only have two more weeks and then I start two new classes. It's a lot of work sometimes when you have a lot of homework.
Went to the casino and played bingo. It was fun, but none of us won anything. Dammit. I was hoping to win something at least. I ate too much bad food while I was there. It lasted four hours. My butt was hurting from sitting so long. I'm glad we went. It was nice to get out with people and do something for a change.
Tomorrow and Sunday I don't have any plans that I know of. That could change, but I doubt it. I never really do anything because I can't afford to. Just hang out with Gary. His daughter is here this weekend though and I want him to spend the time with her.
It's rather boring on the Internet right now. MDJ and Facebook are not happening and I'm not getting that many emails to answer. I've put out a few resumes today. Maybe I will get a call and interview out of those. I can pray about it and that is what I am doing.
Two of my sister's birthdays are on the 15th of this month. I'm trying to get a hold of them to see what their plans are. I don't like to be told at the last minute. That really doesn't sit well with me. I hate having to rush things and this is what happens all the time with the family. It's rather annoying. We will probably celebrate next weekend. Maybe they will have it at one of my sister's house.
I'm still feeling the same. A little depressed. I think maybe it takes like two weeks for the Wellbutrin to get the full effect. I hope this depression lets up. It's not bad, but it's there and I don't want to feel it anymore. I really hope the Wellbutrin works. It's a good medication and I haven't had any problems with it so far, so this is good.
Have a great Friday!
Finished my school questions for the day and that is out of the way. Have one more day left of questions and then I need to work on my assignment for the week. I'm in the seventh week, so I only have two more weeks and then I start two new classes. It's a lot of work sometimes when you have a lot of homework.
Went to the casino and played bingo. It was fun, but none of us won anything. Dammit. I was hoping to win something at least. I ate too much bad food while I was there. It lasted four hours. My butt was hurting from sitting so long. I'm glad we went. It was nice to get out with people and do something for a change.
Tomorrow and Sunday I don't have any plans that I know of. That could change, but I doubt it. I never really do anything because I can't afford to. Just hang out with Gary. His daughter is here this weekend though and I want him to spend the time with her.
It's rather boring on the Internet right now. MDJ and Facebook are not happening and I'm not getting that many emails to answer. I've put out a few resumes today. Maybe I will get a call and interview out of those. I can pray about it and that is what I am doing.
Two of my sister's birthdays are on the 15th of this month. I'm trying to get a hold of them to see what their plans are. I don't like to be told at the last minute. That really doesn't sit well with me. I hate having to rush things and this is what happens all the time with the family. It's rather annoying. We will probably celebrate next weekend. Maybe they will have it at one of my sister's house.
I'm still feeling the same. A little depressed. I think maybe it takes like two weeks for the Wellbutrin to get the full effect. I hope this depression lets up. It's not bad, but it's there and I don't want to feel it anymore. I really hope the Wellbutrin works. It's a good medication and I haven't had any problems with it so far, so this is good.
Have a great Friday!
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
3/5/13
Got my school work for the day done early today. I shouldn't have though because I was bored a lot of the day. Oh well, at least it's done. It's only almost 10:00. I am tired and am ready for be, but I shouldn't go to sleep for another hour or I will be up in the night. I don't want that to happen. I hate it when I do that.
I cleaned up the apartment today because there was nothing else to do. Vacuumed and everything. It is nice to have a clean place. I hate cleaning though. I cleaned cabins at my first job. It was not my favorite thing in the world and I think I got really burnt out on it.
I got my sister's and my niece's birthday presents all in birthday bags now. I hope they like their gifts. It's just so hard to find things that people need or want. Especially when they don't tell you what they want.
I'm excited to go to the casino to play bingo tomorrow. Maybe one of us will win something. I think it starts at 4:00 and goes until 8:00 or 9:00 at night. It's a long time. A lot of sitting. I hope we have a nice time. I'm not much of a gambler, so I doubt I will try the slots or anything.
I'm going to try to go to sleep here pretty soon. I'm bored and when I get bored I want to sleep. It's almost time in an hour or so.
I cleaned up the apartment today because there was nothing else to do. Vacuumed and everything. It is nice to have a clean place. I hate cleaning though. I cleaned cabins at my first job. It was not my favorite thing in the world and I think I got really burnt out on it.
I got my sister's and my niece's birthday presents all in birthday bags now. I hope they like their gifts. It's just so hard to find things that people need or want. Especially when they don't tell you what they want.
I'm excited to go to the casino to play bingo tomorrow. Maybe one of us will win something. I think it starts at 4:00 and goes until 8:00 or 9:00 at night. It's a long time. A lot of sitting. I hope we have a nice time. I'm not much of a gambler, so I doubt I will try the slots or anything.
I'm going to try to go to sleep here pretty soon. I'm bored and when I get bored I want to sleep. It's almost time in an hour or so.
Monday, March 4, 2013
3/4/13
It's 11:30 right now and I'm getting a little tired. Nothing is going on online or on TV. It's been a pretty boring day and night. I did finish my discussion questions though and that is good. I've only got three more days of them and my homework to do.
Gary stopped by this afternoon for about an hour. He was running errands. That was nice of him to do. I always love seeing him. We visited and then he had to leave to finish his errands. I just stayed home most of the day.
I did go to some stores and look for birthday presents for two of my sisters and my niece. It's hard buying gifts for people. I never know what to get them. Two of my sisters are born on the same day and my niece was born the day before their birthday. I don't know what we are going to do to celebrate, but I hope they give me notice.
I'm not as depressed as I was yesterday, but a little bit is still there. I hope the Wellbutrin works well for me. I hope it gives me energy also. I don't have any of that. Motivation is needed too. I need to clean, maybe tomorrow.
I guess I will get ready for bed. It's that time and I don't want to be tired tomorrow. I've not been as tired as I usually am and this is good. I think I'm getting less sleep also. I hope I can sleep through the night. I wake up a lot of the time.
Have a great Tuesday!
Gary stopped by this afternoon for about an hour. He was running errands. That was nice of him to do. I always love seeing him. We visited and then he had to leave to finish his errands. I just stayed home most of the day.
I did go to some stores and look for birthday presents for two of my sisters and my niece. It's hard buying gifts for people. I never know what to get them. Two of my sisters are born on the same day and my niece was born the day before their birthday. I don't know what we are going to do to celebrate, but I hope they give me notice.
I'm not as depressed as I was yesterday, but a little bit is still there. I hope the Wellbutrin works well for me. I hope it gives me energy also. I don't have any of that. Motivation is needed too. I need to clean, maybe tomorrow.
I guess I will get ready for bed. It's that time and I don't want to be tired tomorrow. I've not been as tired as I usually am and this is good. I think I'm getting less sleep also. I hope I can sleep through the night. I wake up a lot of the time.
Have a great Tuesday!
Sunday, March 3, 2013
3/3/13
It's Sunday and everyone is returning to work tomorrow. Wish I had a job to return to work at. Still trying to find one and it's really frustrating me. These temp agencies are not coming through for me right now. I get leads, then don't hear from them. It makes me feel down and I hate that feeling.
Today I am a little depressed and I shouldn't be with the Wellbutrin added to my medications. Maybe it just hasn't had enough time to get in my system yet. It's only my third day taking it. I hope the more I take it the better I feel.
Yesterday I didn't do much. I worked on my homework a little bit. After I came home from Gary's I was lonely and didn't feel much like doing anything. I was on the Internet of course, but nothing was going on there.
Today I finished my homework and turned it in. I'm so glad I got that out of the way. I'm feeling bored and lonely tonight. Gary is at home and I am at my place. Guess we have to spend some time apart every once in a while. The Internet is slow on MDJ, Facebook, and email. Maybe someone will post something soon. It will give me something to do.
Tomorrow I have no plans except to clean the apartment a little bit. Not something I am looking forward to, but it's got to be done. I'm just lucky I only have to clean up after myself and no one else. It would be much harder if someone else were here in the apartment with me. When my son comes he makes messes and I try to get him to clean them up. He doesn't always do that though.
Nothing happening here tonight. I hope to get to sleep at a decent hour. Probably around 11:30 or so tonight I will be in bed. I woke up in the night last night and I hope I don't do that again tonight. It's annoying when I cannot get back to sleep. Good night!
Today I am a little depressed and I shouldn't be with the Wellbutrin added to my medications. Maybe it just hasn't had enough time to get in my system yet. It's only my third day taking it. I hope the more I take it the better I feel.
Yesterday I didn't do much. I worked on my homework a little bit. After I came home from Gary's I was lonely and didn't feel much like doing anything. I was on the Internet of course, but nothing was going on there.
Today I finished my homework and turned it in. I'm so glad I got that out of the way. I'm feeling bored and lonely tonight. Gary is at home and I am at my place. Guess we have to spend some time apart every once in a while. The Internet is slow on MDJ, Facebook, and email. Maybe someone will post something soon. It will give me something to do.
Tomorrow I have no plans except to clean the apartment a little bit. Not something I am looking forward to, but it's got to be done. I'm just lucky I only have to clean up after myself and no one else. It would be much harder if someone else were here in the apartment with me. When my son comes he makes messes and I try to get him to clean them up. He doesn't always do that though.
Nothing happening here tonight. I hope to get to sleep at a decent hour. Probably around 11:30 or so tonight I will be in bed. I woke up in the night last night and I hope I don't do that again tonight. It's annoying when I cannot get back to sleep. Good night!
Saturday, March 2, 2013
3/2/13
It's Saturday and it's really nice outside. The weather is great today. I think it is supposed to be eighty degrees and that is perfect for me. I'm not one that likes the cold weather. I always have my heater set on seventy-two degrees. It gets too cold if I turn it lower. I only have it lower when Gary is here because he gets hot easily.
Went to Gary's last night and visited with him. Watched a lot of TV and had a nice night. Came home this morning and now I'm lonely without Gary around. I get that way these days. I love being around him. He is so good to me and I love him so much. I'm so glad that we met on that dating site. I never thought I would find someone that way. I'm lucky.
Nothing is going on right now. I've done the dishes that were sitting there for a while. That makes me feel better now that it is out of the way and done. I need to vacuum, but I don't have the motivation. Maybe later on I will.
I got my Wellbutrin yesterday and took it then and today. I hope they wipe out the depression in my life. I get really tired of dealing with the depressed mood. It's such an awful feeling to have and you feel hopeless. I've felt pretty good lately though and this is good. I've been fairly happy because I have Gary to spend time with. He keeps me happy.
Tomorrow my assignment is due so I need to get to working on that. I did all the discussion questions for the week, so those are out of the way. I think I'm doing okay in the class. I should be spending more time on it though. I could do a lot better I think.
My massage was good that my sister got me. I laid on an aqua bed while I got it done. It was interesting and relaxing. I got really relaxed and I liked that feeling. I don't relax very often at all. It's really hard for me to do. I'm always worried about something.
I hope everyone is doing good!
Went to Gary's last night and visited with him. Watched a lot of TV and had a nice night. Came home this morning and now I'm lonely without Gary around. I get that way these days. I love being around him. He is so good to me and I love him so much. I'm so glad that we met on that dating site. I never thought I would find someone that way. I'm lucky.
Nothing is going on right now. I've done the dishes that were sitting there for a while. That makes me feel better now that it is out of the way and done. I need to vacuum, but I don't have the motivation. Maybe later on I will.
I got my Wellbutrin yesterday and took it then and today. I hope they wipe out the depression in my life. I get really tired of dealing with the depressed mood. It's such an awful feeling to have and you feel hopeless. I've felt pretty good lately though and this is good. I've been fairly happy because I have Gary to spend time with. He keeps me happy.
Tomorrow my assignment is due so I need to get to working on that. I did all the discussion questions for the week, so those are out of the way. I think I'm doing okay in the class. I should be spending more time on it though. I could do a lot better I think.
My massage was good that my sister got me. I laid on an aqua bed while I got it done. It was interesting and relaxing. I got really relaxed and I liked that feeling. I don't relax very often at all. It's really hard for me to do. I'm always worried about something.
I hope everyone is doing good!
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