God up a little late today. Made it to work by 7:30 though. Yesterday I was there by 6:15 though. I stayed up all night on Wednesday. I was excited on Wednesday. My tax return cleared on Wednesday and I called Office Depot to see if they had any more of the computers I had seen on sale. They had one left. I put my name on it and left work early. Then I went and picked it up. I went home and set it up and then I was on my new computer in no time. I have a brand new computer now! I've never had a new one. They have always been hand me downs from someone. I'm very happy!
Yesterday at work, I did some billing and getting paperwork together. I was really tired because I had been up all night. I had to take orders because Mark wasn't there, so it was a stressful day because of that. I also input all of the payroll entries so I was very busy all day long. I came home after work and got on the computer for a little bit, but I couldn't stay on for very long. I was too tired. I think I went to bed around 7:30.
My friend John sent me a text, but I was asleep. I have been helping him, counseling him. His girlfriend broke up with him and it's thrown him into a deep depression. He has it so bad. He's drinking and it's making it worse. I've been talking him through it. Telling him he will be okay. I told him to make an appointment with his doctor and get on antidepressants because he is that bad. I hope he does this. I am very worried about him. He says he thinks he's going to die. He says he thinks he's going crazy. He can't stop thinking about her. I tell him he's not going crazy. He just misses her and it's going to take some time to get over her. I keep encouraging him. I just hope that I'm helping him.
Tomorrow I hope to get a haircut. No other plans that I know of. Just my good old computer and the internet. I love the internet so much. Sunday I might go to my sister's house. We'll see how I feel. I hate the drive up there. I don't care for the town either. It's where I grew up. It's a depressing town. It never changes. I bought a webcam today after work. I also went to pick up my prescriptions. I spend $135.00 a month on my prescriptions. That is ridiculous. I need to cut down them. We are going to cut down Lamictal little by little until I'm off it, then Lexapro. This will be good. The less I'm on, the cheaper it is. Hopefully the Abilify will take care of my depression. If not, I will have to go back on the Lexapro again. I don't want to feel depression again. I hate that feeling.
Haven't talked to B in a couple days. Will have to find out what he is doing this weekend. I went over there last Saturday and spent the night. Don't know if I will this weekend. Especially if I'm going to see my sisters. I like to sleep in late when I'm there because he sleeps in late. I go to bed late, we watch movies and stuff. It's 9:15. Don't know what time I will go to sleep tonight. Who know's maybe I'll stay up all night. It's the weekend.
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