6/23/11

My son has insomnia lately. He will stay up for a day and half to two days in a row. He did get some good sleep last night though. I woke up around midnight and went in the living room and he had the laptop on his lap, his Ipod by his head, and was fast asleep. I put the laptop and Ipod away and went back to sleep. I figured he'd wake up after a couple hours like he has been doing, but nope, when I left for work this morning he was still asleep. I called him around 3:00 and he told me that he got up at 1:00 this afternoon. He slept for many hours. Guess he needed it, but now he's going to be up again now that he got all that sleep. 


Work was busy today with payroll. I am getting more and more truck drivers that I have to do payroll for and it's hard for me to keep up with all the new duties I have. Someone else should take over the payroll in the office. That way I can just concentrate on my almond hull orders, A/R, and A/P. That would make my life a little bit easier and I'd get more done. 


My mood has been good. A little bit of irritability here and there at the phone ringing, but that is to be expected. I haven't been depressed in awhile and this is good. I hate depression so much, it's awful. I feel so sorry for people that have bad depression. Where they have a hard time functioning. There are a lot of people on MDJ that just haven't found their medication mixes and are struggling. I try to help any way that I can with words. 


I didn't work any overtime today. I just felt like going home. Besides, my son needed batteries for his XBox controller. I forgot my tea at home this morning, so I was going through withdrawals at work. I wanted a cup of tea so bad! Damn memory I have. Came home and am now chatting with a girl on MDJ. I like the people there. Everyone is so nice. You make actual friends there. 


I sure have a lot of loads to put in tomorrow. I hope I get done with them early. It's the week coming up that I have to schedule. We are supposed to go to my dad's on Sunday to visit and use the pool. I think my son will go with one of my sisters for the week from there. They all want to spend some time with him. I just hope he lasts the week and I don't have to go and pick him up during the week after work. 


Next week I'll more than likely work overtime since my son won't be here. I feel guilty when I do work overtime when he is here because he's at home all day by himself. He has his XBox Live, the computer, and the Ipod. He's got plenty to do I guess. The more money I make the more we can do. I will have to give him some money when he goes up to my sister's.