Well, I lost my job. I'm not going to get into specifics, but it was me making a big mistake. I've applied for unemployment, but don't know if I will get it. I hope I do, that will relieve quite a bit of stress off me. At least my rent would be paid. I'm scared, but I'm hanging in there.
I've updated my resume and have posted it on numerous job sites like careerbuilder.com and monster.com. I hope to hear from someone soon. It's very depressing and it doesn't help my bipolar. I need to go get assistance for my bipolar regarding medications since I no longer have insurance. I will have to get help from the state. I've paid into it, so I deserve to use it for a time.
I'm also thinking about going back to school if I can get a grant or something. I want to become a counselor. I enjoy helping people. I want to be a counselor for the mentally ill. I think I could really help in that field. Especially since I suffer from bipolar. I don't know how it will work, so I'm going to have to do some research. I hope I find something though that will help get me there.
I've felt okay, just depressed. I finally got on a medication that works and this happens. So, now the depression is back. I can only do what I can do though. I do my best at what I have. I've still been posting on MDJ a lot. Still helping people even though I'm hurting. It makes me feel good and that I have a purpose. I hope things look up soon.
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