Friday, February 3, 2012

2/3/12

It's finally Friday. I've been mentally tired the last 3 nights because I've been so busy at work. I'm glad that's done and I can enjoy the weekend. I kicked ass today on my payroll entries. Got them all done and printed out the reports too. I was very proud of myself. Now I don't have to go in tomorrow. 


My car went in yesterday. I drove B's car to work. Picked him up after leaving work a little early and then he took off with his car. $1700 hurts when you hand it over. I hate doing that, but I had to have it done. The car wasn't safe and I was scared that the starter would go out and leave me stranded. 


Other than work I haven't been doing much but spending time on the computer at my normal sites. I've been keeping up on MDJ pretty good. I visited DS the other day and wrote a journal that my friends could read that I won't be on very much anymore since I'm on the other support group. Some were sad. I did say that I would be on every once in awhile to check in though. 


Went to the grocery store tonight and everyone and their dog had to be there. It took forever for me to get out of there. I needed stuff though, so I had to go. I tried calling my oldest sister, but she didn't answer, so she's either sitting at home not answering her phone or she went somewhere. Actually, she may have gone up to one of my other sister's place to pick up my niece. She is watching her tomorrow. 


Still feeling pretty good. The depression is pretty much gone. Hopefully it stays that way. I just wish I could be happier. Maybe it's just my personality to be this way. I also wish I could go somewhere and not miss home so much. Even if I'm at my family's houses I just want to be home. I love it there. 

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hello Joy,

I am writing this to your most recent blog, I am a fellow blogger www.delsmd.blogspot.com. But I have been looking for those with bi-polar disorder (I have bi-polar II as well) to share. I have a question though: I have been off my epitol for about 3 days now, am I starting over again or am I facing major withdrawal? Either way I am not sleeping, shaking, no sense of focus which is bad because I am in school. Any advice would be great, you can post it on my blog if you wish.

Sincerely

Del Shawn M. Davidson