3/21/12

It's half way through the week now. It's gone by fast this week. I guess I've been keeping busy. I've been doing my school work and taking part of discussions everyday. Even on the weekend. I hope to do well and get some good grades. I will just do the best I can. I'm excited, so this is good.


I've been doing pretty much nothing but looking for jobs and MDJ. I've given a lot of comments lately. I'm very active on that support group. I love it there. It's like my second home. Many great friends there too. They are from all over the world. It's really neat to meet people like them. I love helping people too. It gives me purpose. 


One of my sisters wants all of us sisters to head to the coast for a night soon. We want to spread my mom's ashes. It's been 11 years. She is with me at my flat. It's a good time to go because I'm not working. It would just be one night. The only problem we might have are my sister's kids. Who would watch them for that night? Some I guess could go to friend's houses. There are two that could go to their dad's. I think it would probably work if we planned it good. 


I'm still looking for a job online and in the paper, but nothing yet. A lot want a degree. I'm working on that, but don't have it yet, so I don't qualify to work at those places. I have tried so many places by putting in my resume and nothing. It's kind of frustrating. I think everyone is applying for the same jobs since unemployment is so high. I'm crossing my fingers.


I haven't been as bored as I have been in the recent past. I get to check in on my school website and participate in discussions everyday and work on my assignments. That keeps me pretty busy. Also checking in on the online jobs keeps me busy too. I check periodically throughout the day. I don't watch a lot of t.v., but I do have it on for background noise. I've taken to watching the show Supernatural on Netflix at night these days. There is six seasons with about 22 shows per a season. I'm on season 2. I'm really enjoying it because I missed most of them on t.v. and I get to see it all in order so I know what is going on in it. The guys that are in it are really cute too.


My mood has been pretty damn good lately. I hope it continues. I try to stay positive and I think I am doing a pretty good job of it. My sister says I sound better since I've been unemployed. I guess from the stress I had at my job. I didn't notice that I was stressed, but I guess I was if it's that obvious. I do miss my old job and the people that work there though. I was there for 7 years. That's a long time. Almost as long as my first job at 16. I worked at that one for 8 years.