Tomorrow if Friday, so the weekend is near. A few of my sisters are going camping and they want me to go, but it's so far. I don't think I will. I am tight on money right now too. I have my registration due and I just upgraded my AT&T services to Uverse, so I don't know how much that is going to cost me. It's going to be my first bill. I know about where it will be, but I'm not fully sure about it.
School for me is getting harder. There is more homework and more reading. I just started two new classes on Monday. I will do this though. I have a goal and I'm going to follow through with it. It's important to me to do something purposeful in my life and that purpose I believe is to help people by counseling them with their mental illness. It's something I really enjoy and want to learn as much as I can about it.
I saw my psychiatrist yesterday, my regular one. He gave me a bunch of samples of Viibryd and Abilify. He knows I can't afford to pay for them. I see the clinic psychiatrist on the 20th. I will see what he has to say. The psychiatrist that I saw today gave me a prescription for Adderall thinking it might be cheaper than the Dexedrine, but it's the same price, so I can't afford to get it. I really need it though for my concentration and focus. I'm having a hard time with those things.
Yesterday I met my new friend Gary at the mall. He is wanting to get a new computer, so we went to the Apple store and looked at a few. He knows which one he wants to get. We grabbed a bite to eat then he came over for awhile and we visited. He came over today also. I really enjoy spending time with him. He's easy to talk to and has a great personality. I can really relate to him a lot. I don't know where this relationship is going, but I'm comfortable with him and feel safe. He's a great guy with a big heart.
Tomorrow I'm just doing school. Well, everyday I do school. I always have to answer the discussion questions and reply to some of the other student's posts. It's my class participation and attendance. I just finished with that a little while ago. I'm finding that I'm having to make myself do the work because I just can't concentrate on it. I literally have to make myself sit down at the computer and do it or I won't do it. I feel much better when I am done with it though. I feel accomplished.
I've been feeling pretty good mood wise. I'm not depressed or anything. I think Gary is helping me by becoming my friend. I have someone to talk to now and do things with. I think that is good for me. I usually just sit at home alone. It's nice to have company every once in awhile from great people.
Will see what time I get to sleep tonight. I don't want to stay up too late. I have to call the post office in the morning since they delivered something and put a key in my box to get it out of the bigger box for packages too big to put in my regular box. They gave me the wrong key, so I'm having to call the driver so he can get me my stuff. I ordered some perfume and that is what it is. It's smells so nice. My sister got me hooked on it when she gave me some for my birthday.
Well, I guess I'm off to do something. Hopefully go to sleep soon. I made it until 12:30 this morning then had to sleep. I did get up at 6:00 though, so I should be tired from not getting enough sleep.
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