Saturday here and I went to my niece's high school graduation last night. It wasn't too long thankfully. My ass hurt on the bleachers though and I got hot in the sun, then cold when the sun went down. I'm cold a lot, but since I've gained weight, not as much. It's funny what things affect other things. Came home after that. Got home at 11:30 and went to bed. I was tired. Got up a few times in the night and then went to sleep eventually until 8:00 this morning.
I have a lot of homework to do today. Fun, fun! Yeah right. I'm still so, so tired. It's very frustrating. I think that I've put off school because of me not having my Dexedrine and not being able to concentrate. It's very hard when you are so tired also. I can sleep for long periods of time. It's really easy during the day too. I need to find somehow to get the Dexedrine. I hope the clinic can help me with that.
Nothing going on today besides schoolwork. No plans that I know of anyway. I really need to clean a little bit too. I'll probably get around to it sooner or later. I ran the dishwasher for the first time in a long time. It was broken for awhile and it got fixed, so now I can use it and don't have to do dishes by hand. Yay!
I haven't heard from B this weekend so far. I guess we will talk as much as we did before since we hardly ever talked in the first place. Never saw each other either, but that's not my fault. He better not put anything on me about our relationship because I'm a very good girlfriend. Someone will be lucky to have me one day. I'm going to be single I think for awhile. I don't need a guy. I'm independent and like it that way. It just sucks because I'm used to having him as a significant other. It's weird to explain. We had such a dysfunctional relationship though it was ridiculous. Still will always love him though and likewise with him toward me. We will still be friends.
Been slacking on MDJ lately. I don't mean to, but with me being so tired, it's hard to get online and answer posts like I usually do. I do miss it when I'm not around much though. I need to get back in the groove of things. I just wish I wasn't so tired all the time. I need something to boost me and that is really hard to do since I've got such a tolerance for medications of that sort.
I got my nails done and my first pedicure yesterday. It was pretty relaxing actually. I haven't had my nails done in quite a long time. I'm doing pretty well with them though. I guess I'm used to them a little from having them before for many times. I used to get them done regularly a lot. It was nice to pamper myself. The pedicure was nice. The painted my toes too. I got all black nails and then a french manicure on my toes, but instead of white, I got black to go with my nails. I love the color black.
My mood has been good besides some irritability sometimes. People tend to do that to you every once in awhile. Some can downright irritate the hell out of you at times. I hate having that feeling. I'm not very nice either. I feel sorry for people when I am in that mood.
Well, may write later on. I'm done for now.
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