Today I actually got up at 6:15. Wow, I didn't wait till 7:00 to get my ass up. Amazing if you ask me! Yesterday I came home after work and got on the computer for awhile. John, my depressed friend who's girlfriend left him called and said he had a good chat with a friend and it helped him a lot. He has a doctor appointment today, so he may ask for antidepressants. Good for him. After that, I went to bed. It was around 7:30. Talked to the ex-husband for a few minutes also earlier in the evening. Asked if he still needed the $40.00 for their internet. He said no since he got a job, but later on sent a text saying yes and it would be the last time he promises. It better be because I don't have loads of money. I've been paying for their internet for like 4 months now. Mainly because I want my son to be able to have it.
Got to work this morning tired. I'm still tired. I could go to sleep easily. Thank God for my Dexedrine. I'm just not into work right now, but need to be. I've got a lot to do. Hopefully in the next few hours I will pop out of it and get to work. It's 1:00, so I have 4 more hours to go. Maybe I will leave around 4:30. I got here at 7:00. My 8 hours are up at 4:00. I could leave then, but I won't. I feel guilty about the others that are staying.
I ended up leaving at 4:30 from work. I just couldn't take it anymore. I don't know what was wrong with me today. Felt weird and out of it. Got some filing done and some freight done and I tried to work on some other things, but it just wasn't happening. I don't know what my deal is today. Hopefully tomorrow is a better, more productive day for me. I need to get some work done. I'm falling behind. Marsha, the human resources gave me shit about coming in on Monday. She said she needs to know that I'm coming in. What the hell for? I told her I'm swamped. Oh well, bitch, bitch, bitch. Want the work done, but don't want to pay to get it done. Everyone else can sit around talking all day and get paid for it. But when you actually work, you get counseled.
Came home after work. The traffic was unusually bad for 4:30. Usually I can zip right on home. Checked the mail, nothing good. Was hoping for a check. I own 20 shares of stock in the Bering Straits. I'm 1/8 Eskimo and inherited it from my mom when she passed away. We usually get a small check this time of year. My other four sisters and I split my mom's stocks. It's a nice little surprise when we get them. It's usually only about $300.00, but that's a good chunk for nothing.
I've done pretty good on MDJ and DS today. I'm all caught up. Kept on it all day today. Usually I fall behind. If I do it as they come in then it doesn't get all bunched up. Joe, my ex-husband, I called yesterday to see if he needed the $40.00 I have been sending for the internet. He's been unemployed up until two weeks ago. His first check was what got taken out of my account. That whole mix up with the bank a few days ago. He said no he didn't need it, but while I was asleep, he sent me a text saying that yes he did need it, but it would be the last time he promised. I sure hope so. There isn't any reason I should be paying for their internet when he has a job. I already pay child support. I'm not made of money. I barely get by on my own.
Soon, I won't have a car payment. Yahoo!! I think that will be in like four or five months. That will save me some money. The only problem though is my car is a 2000. It's going to start breaking down. It has almost 170,000 miles on it. I hope it doesn't start breaking down all the time on me. I need to be able to save up some money before it starts causing me some problems. I'm going to put some of the money that I would be paying on a car payment into savings just in case the car needs to be worked on. That's not for months though. I'm very happy though that it will be getting paid off. No more payments!
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