Friday, August 19, 2011

8/19/11

It's Friday and I'm so, so happy. I have the weekend to myself. No plans, no people, nothing is going on. I may just have a few martinis by myself and catch a buzz. It's a week tomorrow that Christian has been gone. Time sure does go by fast. He is loving the laptop he got with the money I gave him for his birthday. He better for that amount of money. I don't even spend that on myself. He is really spoiled, but way spoiled at his dad's. 


Work has been alright. Busy, but not too stressful for me. I don't have to do the logistics for the almond hulls anymore and that take a big weight off my shoulders. I am dreading having 25 truck drivers though. That is a lot of data entry that I will have to do for their payroll. Job security I guess. I really do love my job and the people that I work with. Sometimes I just don't have that motivation to get right into it. Hopefully soon I will have motivation. 


I see my psychiatrist on the 23rd of this month. Next Tuesday. I am excited to go. I always am excited to see him. It means we are going to make me better every time I go. If something doesn't work, next time we try something else. I think the next pill will be a methamphetamine. At least that is what it says on the internet. I'm already taking Dexedrine and that only helps a little bit. The new one I hope will work out for me if that is what he is going to do. 


I finally got my computer upgraded to Windows 7 at work. It took months for them to do it. It was hindering my work because the software we use was so slow. I complained enough I guess because they got it done. Now though, I can't download my Trillian. It wants an administrator name and password. I'm going to have to talk to our computer tech about that. It's stupid, it won't let us download anything. My old XP let me download whatever. I even tried to put Chrome as my default browser and it wanted a name and password for that. I will have to have the computer tech either put the stuff I want on my computer or he'll have to give me the password. 


Tonight I don't have any plans. I actually thought about laying down and sleeping for awhile. I don't know if I'm tired enough for that yet though. I will go to fubar and MDJ as usual. They are both boring a lot. I have been commenting on MDJ more though. I hadn't done that very often in the past few months. Mainly because Christian was here to occupy my time. Hopefully it's not a really boring weekend. I am really glad though that I get to relax and hopefully no one will bother me and let me have my relaxation. 



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