11/8/11

Well, Tuesday is done and over with. It was a loooooong day today. I got up late as usual, but got to work at 7:30 this morning. I was not as busy today as I have been. I had a little time to kill. Went on MDJ and answered some posts. I've been better at that lately. I've been answering more and more. I went through that phase where I was hardly ever on it. I really do help people though, so I'm glad I'm here to comment and help a little if I can.


There is a friend that is in a real hard place right now mentally. He admits it, says he's "done". That isn't good when you are mentally unstable. You don't want to hear those words out of the person's mouth. I don't have his phone number. I wrote to him and asked for it and told him how I felt. There is a girl in his life that is ruining it. She is toxic and needs to go. He says he loves her, but she is doing this to him. She is ill herself, so he's been trying to fix her while letting himself go. He has not replied, but did reply to a mutual friend and said not tonight he wanted to be alone and that he was seeing his therapist soon. I worry about him. He's the sweetest guy and I hate to think that he would hurt himself. I pray he doesn't. 


I've had a headache pretty much all day long. It's finally starting to let up. I could really use a neck and back massage. My boyfriend won't give me those, so I never get them. I really would love to have one though because I'm so tense in those areas. 


After work I went to the grocery store and got some stuff and headed home. I am in such a bad mood for some reason. I don't know why. I'm irritated at everything. Cars don't move fast enough, people lollygag for too long. I was so relieved to get home. Even the water jug didn't empty into my cup fast enough. I think I should avoid talking to anyone tonight. I might bite their ear off. 


Tomorrow I will need to go through the driver envelopes and get them ready to enter and maybe enter a few. Get a head start on them so I'm not pushed on Thursday for time. Things will hopefully go smoothly. At least the week seems to be going by quickly. That's something.