1/31/12

Last day of the month. It's payday, so this is good. I got my tax return also. So, tomorrow after work I am meeting B at Volkswagen and dropping off my car and then driving his car. My brakes are getting done and I'm getting a new starter. $1700 is what it's going to cost me. Ouch. I hope they get it done in one day, Thursday. I'm leaving it there overnight so I don't have to bring it in in the morning. It's too difficult to do that because B works at 7 and they don't start until 7:30. So, there goes my tax return and then some. I have to get it done though. I've been driving on bad brakes and a bad starter for quite awhile now. 


Work is really busy. I worked my ass off today and didn't feel I accomplished much. I know I did, but there is so much billing it's ridiculous. I'm leaving early tomorrow also for the car situation. I need to get it all finished before I leave for the day. I hope to do that too. I just wish they wouldn't put it in such big chunks on my desk. A little at a time is much better. I will do my payroll on Friday I guess since Thursday we are running statements and closing the month. I just hope I can get it all done in one day. I will have to come in on Saturday if I don't and I really don't want to do that.


I've been getting a lot of messages on MDJ. Tons of them. I don't want to get overwhelmed though. Like I did last time. I think I'm alright for now. I'm just amazed at how many people want to talk to me and ask for advice. One guy thinks I should become a counselor. That would be a great job, but schooling take a long time and I'm not as young as I was when I went to vocational school. I don't know if I could handle the homework. I did really good in that class at FIT, but it was really hard on me. 


I've felt alright. Just been waking up a lot in the night. I have to use the restroom and then I'm up for awhile on the computer and then finally lay back down and fall asleep. I don't mind really as long as I'm not up for too long. Sometimes I will get up for like 3-4 hours at a time. I lose a lot of sleep when that happens. I'm on my first wake up right now. I'll lay back down and probably wake up again. I hope not, but I probably will. The Viibryd seems to still be working, so that is a good sign. I hope it keeps it up.