It's Friday, everyone that works Monday through Friday is happy today. I wish I were working. Still haven't found a job yet. It will make school harder when I do because I won't have a lot of time to do it. I'll just have to stay up late I guess. That won't be any fun. Hopefully I don't end up too tired. I just can't live on unemployment. It's just not enough money for me. I don't have any to even really get gas and I need that.
Gary just left. His back was hurting really bad today. I felt so bad for him. Ever since he broke his back he's been in pain and it's so awful for him to deal with all the time. I complain about a headache. I have no idea what he goes through. I try not to complain about things around him. He is in need of another surgery, so that may happen pretty soon whether he wants it to or not. It's going to have to be done.
School is harder. I am taking one class that has to do with media and American culture. I hate it. I don't understand it. It involves politics too and I hate politics. I'm going to have to just grin and bear it though because I don't have a choice in what I get to take online that I know of. I believe it's a set of classes that everyone has to take. I wish I could choose ones that I enjoy and find interesting.
I was home the night before last and I got really bad pain in my stomach starting at 4:00 in the afternoon. It would come and go. I got up many times in the night that night with the pain. By the next day it was still there, but didn't hurt as much. I'm fine now, but man did that hurt. I don't know what it was from. One of my sisters thought it would have been from the antibiotic I'm taking for the infection in my tooth. I can see it really messing with my stomach for sure. I hope it was just that and it doesn't come back again.
I'm going to the clinic to get my Viibryd and Abilify from the patient assistance program that they got me in for my medications. The only one I pay for is the Wellbutrin which is generic. It's around $30 so it's not too bad. Still, it's an expense that I don't have a lot of money for. I've spent too much already. I have to spread out what I have to last me till the paycheck after this if I have one from unemployment. My claim is up and they are supposed to file an extension for me, so hopefully there isn't a lapse in my money. I really need it to pay my bills. It will be my rent check too, so I need it.
Today I'm just hanging out at home. Going to pick up my medications from the clinic, get my Wellbutrin from the pharmacy and probably just come home after that. I don't think I'll be seeing Gary anymore today because he has to go pick up his daughter for the weekend and it's a three hour trip. Hour and half there and back. He's going to have to do that on Sunday too to return her to her mom's. It's going to be really hard on his back to sit that long. I hope he is okay. He will probably be in a lot of pain. Hopefully it isn't too bad.
Don't think we'll go up to one of my sister's houses this weekend because he has his daughter. Maybe next weekend. I was supposed to meet with a friend tonight for appetizers and a drink, but I don't think I will go. I can't really afford it and Gary wanted to go. If we go tonight, then he won't be able to go. I think I will put it off to another day that he can go. I love doing things with him. I like to include him in things that I do.
Well, I'm off to get my medications. May write later on.
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