Today was a boring day for me. I woke up and Gary and I ran some errands. I came home around noon. Did my discussion questions for school. I always hate doing those. They take so long, but I have to do them four days out of the week. I took a nap around 4:30 to 6:00. Still tired though. It seems like I'm always tired to me. Texting with Gary. Miss him when he is away. I did work on my media class's homework though tonight. I wrote out a lot of it and will finish it hopefully tomorrow. I will have to type it up on the computer before Sunday. I need to figure out what I'm going to do for my other class too. I'm writing about medical marijuana for back pain. It's kind of hard to do. I don't know why, just not a whole lot of information on that subject of the back pain.
I love my computer at home. It's so good to me. My screen is 27" and the computer is pretty fast. I would love to have a Mac though. They are really good computers to have. They hardly ever get any viruses and the picture they produce is amazing. My next computer will be a Mac I think. Gary has two of them and swears by them. One of my sister's got one and she loves it. The graphics on there are awesome. She does a lot of desktop publishing.
One of my other sister's car broke down. I feel bad for her. She struggles so much and always has in life. She is poor like me, but she has three girls to take care of. I only have one that lives with his dad. I can't afford to send child support and that bothers me a lot. I really need a good paying job. I keep trying, but nothing is coming up for me. I think I may have to turn to the temporary agency if I can't get something. That is how I got my last job.
I don't have many nice clothes since my last job was casual. I want to work for another casual company if I can. I don't have the money to go out and do any shopping for professional clothes. Just can't do it. I will have to make due with what I have in the closet. It's not a lot either since I've gained so much weight. I want to fit into my skinny clothes again. I've just got to try harder. I know if I apply myself, I can get back to being skinny again. I guess I don't really care much. Gary likes me for me. This is a very good thing. I really do want to get skinny though for myself. My confidence goes up when I weigh less. I think that's the way it is for everyone.
Sunday is coming up soon. That is when we are going to go to the mountains where Gary's family is camping. It should be nice to get away from the hot city. I'll get to meet some more of the family too. I hope they are nice. I'm sure they are because all of them so far have been very nice. His family is dysfunctional like mine is. Maybe that's why we get along so well. We know how it is to be that way and we've also been poor most of our lives. We relate to each other really well.
Tomorrow it's just going to be me working on my schoolwork. It's been really hot lately and I wish it would cool down some. My electricity bill was $132.00 this past month where it's usually around $70.00. It's just been too hot. I love it when it's in the 70's and 80's. I don't run the air like I do now. That means cheaper bills for the electricity.
Friday and Saturday I don't have any plans. Gary goes to get his daughter on Friday night. He's getting the tattoo on his leg started that morning. He's excited about that. Saturday he will spend with his daughter. Then Sunday we are all heading up to the mountains. Should be fun. I hope anyway.
I think it's time to head to bed. I'm tired even though I took a nap today. I also have a little bit of a headache, so hopefully that goes away in the night. I usually wake up in the night too, so hopefully I don't do that too much tonight. It's like I don't get a deep sleep and that is why I am always so tired all the time. I'll have to look into that.
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