Monday found it's way here again. It doesn't really affect me since I'm unemployed right now, but everyone that works hates Mondays. I remember having to go back to work after the weekend. It sucked, but hey, at least then I had a job right? Now I'm unemployed and it's so hard to get a job with this economy. I've been trying hard too.
This weekend was okay. On Friday I got a tooth pulled out. I went to the dentist through my Native American clinic and he had a hard time, so he couldn't get it out, then the power went out. I had to go to an oral surgeon after that. I waited in the waiting room and finally got seen and it pulled. It took a total of four hours between the two dentists to get it pulled. It was traumatizing for me having to get all those numbing shots and all the pulling and filing done on my tooth. It's out now though. It does hurt, but I have Vicodin for the pain. It doesn't work very well for me though.
Saturday and Sunday Gary and I hung out at his place and mine. We get along so well. It's really nice to have someone like him in my life. This Sunday we are supposed to go to the mountains where his family is camping and spend the day there with his daughter and her boyfriend. She is turning 15 on the 4th of this coming month. She's just about a year younger than my son. His birthday is today. I wish I had money that I could send to him. It's just really hard for me right now.
My unemployment extension went through, so this is good. I will be able to pay my rent this month. I barely have any money left over after all the bills, so I have to watch what I spend so I don't go broke. It's frustrating trying to make it. I got most of my bills paid, now I'm moving onto a new month of new bills. Fun, fun! Not!! I do my best with what I have though.
I see the clinic psychiatrist on the 13th of this coming month. I will ask him about increasing my Wellbutrin. I really need it so I don't have to take half of my night antidepressant with the Wellbutrin. It will probably work out perfect with an increase. Hopefully it will help with my energy too. I just don't have much of that. I'm always tired.
I did get all my medications from the clinic, so this makes me happy. I'm good for another three months. Then I have to fill out more paperwork I think. I get three months at a time with the patient assistance program. It's nice because I don't have to pay for the medications. The only one I pay for is the Wellbutrin and that runs about $30 a month. Not too bad. There is no way I could afford my other medications. They run around $600 a month. It's a lot of money for all these medications. I wish I were able to get my ADD medication. I can't focus good. I can't afford $300 a month though for it.
It's 11:00 pm now and I'm getting tired. I should go to sleep soon. It's been a long day for me. I don't know why. I didn't do much. Just get worn out easily. I sleep at night, but I don't think it's a deep sleep. I also wake up in the night. That keeps me from getting a deep sleep also. Hopefully I sleep well tonight. Gary is at home tonight, so I'm alone. I'm used to him being with me. It's weird when he is gone. Well, bedtime for me!!
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