9/14/12

It's Friday now. Everyone loves Fridays when they work. Everyday is the same to me since I'm unemployed. Really working on that though and it's frustrating not getting any calls when you are trying so hard to get a call. 

I did have an interview the other day, but it was ridiculous. I walked in and there were like twenty people in the office there for interviews and people were standing waiting to be seen for an interview. It took me an hour to get in to do the interview. That was very unprofessional in my opinion. People were in heels standing for a long period of time. I had heels on. I finally got a seat when someone went in for an interview. 

I went in and it was for an administrative assistant job. She said mainly you check email and do PowerPoint presentations. I'm not great at PowerPoint, but I could play with it and get better. That's not very much work to be doing. Phones hardly ever ring either. I forgot to ask what it paid, but I'm thinking not much since you don't do a  whole lot of work. They are going to call the ones that they want to come back for a second interview. I just didn't have a very good feel about it. 

I had my unemployment meeting the other day. I was nervous because I didn't know what it was going to be about. I just had to fill out some paperwork and meet with a worker to get some resources for job searches. It only took about a half hour in all. I was glad it went the way it did. I didn't have a reason to be nervous. I filled out my paperwork just fine and it was a breeze. I have to make about $14 an hour to be able to pay my bills and have money for food and gas. It's hard to find a job that pays that much. I've seen a lot of jobs that pay $8-$10 an hour. I can't live on that. I have too many bills.

I went to the psychiatrist at the mental health clinic yesterday. The psychiatrist wasn't there though and I just saw the nurse. She isn't a psychiatric nurse either. I didn't get to voice my concerns about medications. I need my Wellbutrin upped to 300 mg. He better be there next month when I go. I have an appointment with him, he should be there. 

MDJ has been good. I have been keeping up with the posts. Usually lately I haven't. I have been home a lot lately though. I only have so much gas since I'm broke, so I have to watch were I go. It sucks not having money. This is why I have to get a job and soon. I can't live with all my bills and having extra money. I have very little for the month after bills. It's frustrating. I don't qualify for food stamps because I make too much money they say.

I have to get some homework done soon. The homework is due on Sunday so I better get to working on it. I'm not into it, but I better get into it. I have to keep my grades up. I don't like to get bad grades. I don't think anyone does, but I'm a perfectionist when it comes to grades. I just wish it were easier. It reminds me of high school since I am just doing general ed right now. Can't wait to get to the psychology part.