It's past 1:00 in the morning right now and I'm still awake. I have slept so much today that it's ridiculous. I shouldn't be able to sleep the way I have been these last few weeks. I get a headache sometimes and I think it's from sleeping too much. Hopefully soon that will subside. I am tired of sleeping so much.
Sunday I worked on my homework. I got my assignment turned in for critical thinking. That took some time because I'm just not a critical thinker. I'm getting a good grade in the class so far though surprisingly. Maybe I'm learning something from it. I know that I'm not very creative in my thinking, but it can be learned.
Gary took his daughter to meet her mom half way tonight. It's Veteran's Day and she had the day off from school. She usually goes home on Sundays. I haven't seen him since Thursday when I spent the night only to get up at 4:00 in the morning. It was just too cold for me over there. I don't know how I'm going to deal with it in the future. I can't stand to be cold.
I am waiting on my unemployment money to come through. It was supposed to come tonight, but since it's a holiday I guess it's coming tomorrow night. I could really use my money though right about now. I'm broke. I need to get some food in the house and get my Wellbutrin that I haven't been able to afford to get. Tough times I'm having.
Nothing is going on online. It's quite boring right now. I'm semi-chatting with someone on MDJ and typing here of course. I'm on Fu, but it's slow too. Facebook is dead. I have a friend in Australia and she is a sweetheart. She is going to send me a card. I am happy to be getting her address. I can send her things now. I never thought of that before. She is very nice and needs a good friend which I'm trying to be. I met her through MDJ. Very good friend.
Today I didn't do much. I slept most of the day and evening. I just can't stop sleeping. I haven't left my apartment in two days. I didn't shower for about three days. I finally did tonight. It felt good too. I've just been pretty depressed. Not too bad, but I think that is why I am sleeping so much. I just don't want to do anything either. Hopefully that will change when I pick up my Wellbutrin. I'm hoping anyway. I rely on the medications I take. They help me so much and I'm thankful for the mental health clinic that I see. This way I can continue to take medications since I don't have insurance.
I think I'm off to find something to do.
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