It will be 2:00 am in about fifteen minutes. I'm still awake, but don't know why. I am a little tired, but I don't really feel like sleeping yet. There is absolutely nothing going on online right now. No one is posting on MDJ, Facebook, and my email is very quiet. I'm just bored.
I slept until noon today. I don't know why I am sleeping so much lately. I hope I'm not getting depressed again. I hate that feeling. I do sleep a lot though when I am depressed. I got a prescription for Wellbutrin. I've been taking that with Viibryd. I can't fill it though until I get paid. Being unemployed really sucks. I barely make it on unemployment.
I've been applying all over the place, but there hasn't been any bites. I need a job within a couple of months because I will be out of unemployment. I could file for a second extension, but I don't know if I will get it. If it comes down to that, I hope I do get it.
Obama won today for presidency. I don't know how I feel about that. He didn't do too good of a job this last four years in my opinion. A new person would have been good to have. I'm a republican though, so of course I was going for Romney. I guess we'll have to see how things pan out with him being president again. It's scary though. Especially the healthcare system.
I haven't done much today. I worked a little bit on my homework. I did my discussion questions online and read my homework and that is going to be hard. A lot of writing for me to do these next few days before it's due. I hope I do good in this class. Critical thinking is so hard for me. Hell, just thinking is hard.
I haven't talked to B in a long time. I should probably call him because I don't want to lose track or touch with him. He's part of my life and has been for so many years. That's not easy to let go. We will always be friends, I know this. We have too big of a bond to not be. I just need to call him to see how he is doing.
Tomorrow will bring more homework and discussion questions. I will hopefully not sleep so late in the morning, but I have a feeling I will. I'm going to be tired from staying up so late. That's just me. I've been getting so much sleep lately. My cold is gone I think though and this is a good thing. I was miserable. It didn't last as long as it did for Gary thank God.
My birthday is coming up and I'll probably go to dinner with Nat and I will invite Gary to go too. I think we may go watch the final Twilight movie too, but probably not on my birthday. I think it will be too new and I don't want to be in a crowded theater. It should be a fun day though. I'm not much on getting stuff so I hope no one gets me anything for my birthday. I will be 37 years old this year. How the time flies.
My son got a job this past weekend. I'm so proud of him. He's been wanting one forever and now he got his wish. He will have some money now. I'm excited for him. I feel bad because I can't send him any money because I barely have any left over from my check after I pay bills. It's frustrating. I really need a job badly.
I think that I will hit the hay soon because my eyes are getting tired. I don't feel like going to sleep though. I would stay up all night if I could, but I haven't done that in a while. I would be really sleeping all day if I were to do that. I guess I will do the dishes then go to sleep.
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