Wednesday, November 14, 2012

11/14/12

It's 3:00 in the morning right now and I woke up around 2:00. I guess I can't sleep, but I will eventually. Especially during the day. I have to be awake to answer a call though if they call tomorrow. Supposed to call within the next couple of days. It's for a work at home job. I don't know if it's real though. I would hope so, but you just never know these days. I've come across many on Craigslist that are scams. A waste of my time if you ask me. Will see what this one turns out to be. There is another one too that I'm not sure is a scam. It's also work at home. It would be really nice though to do that. 

School is going okay. I'm getting a good grade in my critical thinking class. I don't know how, but I hope I keep doing good at it. I guess there really aren't any wrong answers in your thinking in a way. I'm in my fifth week, so after this week, I have four more to go in this class. I will be glad when it's over. Then I should be starting another two classes if all goes well. I'm going to have to fork over some of my own money though because I maxed out on Direct Loans for the year and it costs more than that. I can't do that now though because I don't have enough money saved up. Hell, I'm barely getting by as it is. I just may have to put school on hold if that is the case. 

Tomorrow I will do some reading for class and that is about it. I think I will go shopping for food also. I need some in the apartment. I'm very low on food and I need it for when I don't have any more money for the month. I wasn't really prepared this last time. I have some other things I need to buy that I need too for personal hygiene. 

MDJ is dead right now. I guess I can go back and see if there is some that I haven't commented on and comment. I've already checked the journals. I'm caught up with that. I just hate it when it's so slow and I am bored. Things often work out that way. You are bored and there isn't anything to do and when you are not bored, there is a ton of things to do. 

My mood has been kind of depressed. I haven't been able to get my Wellbutrin, so I think that has a lot to do with it. I'm sleeping so much and I think that is because I am depressed. I don't want to be. I also get bored during the day. That doesn't help. There is only so much homework you can do before your brain is fried for the day. 

I think I will go see if there is something to do. 

I fell asleep around 4:00 and then woke up at 6:00 this morning. Not much sleep for me and didn't get any straight through. It will probably be a nap day. I am excited because I have a phone interview tomorrow on my birthday with one of the work at home jobs. I have a feeling this is legit, but I'm not going to get my hopes up. I'm looking forward to learning more about the position though and if I can do it. I'm sure I can, I'm a great learner. 

I have to do some discussion questions today for school. I have to do them four days of the week to get class participation. I've been doing them, so this is good. It's harder when there are two classes going on. I will probably have two when this class is over. I don't know how I am doing good in a critical thinking class. I have no imagination or creativity. 

Tomorrow is my birthday. I will be 37 years old. I'm getting up there in age. My son is now 16 and that makes me feel old. I'm supposed to go out to dinner with Gary, my oldest sister, and her daughter, but will see if that happens. My other sisters want to have dinner with me too, but I think we will wait till the weekend because they work and I live an hour away. It's hard to drive an hour where I live and then an hour back when you have to work the next day. 

I'm getting sleepy, but I'm going to try to stay awake. Maybe until a little later. I think I will go see what is going on online. Probably nothing. 

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