Sunday, May 29, 2011

5/29/11

Friday was a very busy day for me. I was very anxious, still am. I made a mistake, but the thing that is bothering me is that these trucking companies keep giving back loads and the customers aren’t getting their feed for the cows. It’s not right. They depend on us to get the product to them and there isn’t anything we can do about it but try to explain.

Yesterday was a relaxing day I could say. I slept in and just vegged out all day. My friend Nikki and I planned on going out. So, she came over around 8:30 last night. We went to one of the local bars, she drove. Big mistake, that’s not going to happen again. A couple of her friends met us there. They took a cab to the bar.

Well, my drinks were not good. They couldn’t get it right. How hard is an apple martini to make? Not hard at all. They kept fucking it up. It was really cold and it rained. I’m so glad I brought a jacket. I got to dance a little bit, but not as much as I’d liked to. I ran into an old high school friend and we all ended up at one of his friend’s place. I was so ready to go home, but I didn’t have my car.

My friends hooked up with these guys, and disappeared. I was left with my friend from high school and another friend and really wanted to go home, so I just called a cab. The cab took about 45 minutes to get there. I finally got home at 4:00 this morning. All in all, it was a fucked up night for me. I will meet them at the destination next time with my own car so I can leave when I want to.

Today I feel alright, not hung over, but I didn’t get drunk. I had a buzz for awhile, but that wore off. It seems like everyone goes to the bar to hook up with people. Not me, I’ve got B. It’s sad to watch though. There are a lot of sluts out there and guys out to get laid. I ended up with both, so I guess they got what they wanted. I was so happy to be home when I came in the door.

Today is a do nothing day. I should be helping my sister paint up in the mountains at her new house, but I don’t want to fight the traffic. It’s Memorial Day weekend and there is bound to be a lot of people on the road traveling here and there. I have tomorrow off. Hopefully I will feel rested when I get back to work. So, tomorrow I don’t have any plans either.

I’m on MDJ messaging with one of the members trying to help out. He is pretty depressed and needed someone to talk to, so I’m talking to him and trying to cheer him up. I try to talk to people when they are in need. This is what I will do the rest of the weekend. Help people and be on the computer. I hope tomorrow goes good for me. I’ve felt good besides the stress at work, so this is good.

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