5/6/11

I am so glad it’s Friday! It’s been one hell of a week. I just finished my second week in charge of the almond hulls. It’s been a tough one dealing with my payroll for the truck drivers also. We got another driver, so that means more entries for me to put in. Yesterday I barely got the payroll done. Putting in loads takes up so much time. It’s still all new to me. I’m learning a lot though. I hope I don’t make any mistakes, but you learn from them.

I’ve been taking the 200mg of Amantadine in the morning and 100mg in the afternoon. It’s making me tired. Ironic since it’s supposed to give you more motivation. This is how it was when I first started it though and the tiredness went away. I think the upped dose is having this affect on me like when I first started it.

My mood has been anxious everyday because of the new duties. I haven’t seemed too depressed though, so the Amantadine must be working. Dr. O lowered my Lamictal to 200mg from 300mg. I wonder if that will affect me at all.

Last night around midnight I thought I was dreaming. There was pounding on my door. I woke up and there really was. I had no idea who would be coming knocking on my door at that time of night. After awhile, I went and looked out the eye hole and didn’t see anything. I’m unsure if it was the back slider or the front door that was being knocked on. The only people I could think of would be my neighbors. They didn’t say anything today, but I haven’t seen them yet today. I didn’t want to open my door to anyone. Scary kind of.

I’m still sleeping in too late. I don’t understand why I require so much sleep. I want to wake up refreshed. In a good mood, ready to start the day. One can hope and dream. LOL. I got my MDJ and DS caught up. At work it’s so hard to take time to answer posts. I’m too busy. Some friends from MDJ joined DS. I don’t visit DS very often though. It’s just not like MDJ. I love MDJ.