Wednesday, May 4, 2011

5/4/11

Well, Wednesday is here. Half way through the week, only two more days of work and then I get to relax. I’m looking forward to that. Monday was hell day at my job. I had orders coming out my ears from calls, schedules, emails, and instant messages. I was pretty flustered. Mary and I had to get the loads billed out for end of month, so I was hurrying on that while putting in orders. It was stressful to me. We worked until 7:00 that night.

Tuesday was just as hectic. Trying to get scheduled loads in and remembering when who gets what while new orders came in was difficult. Mary and I were billing the rest of the weight certs before they ran statements. She kicks ass on billing. I hope I can do it like her in time. I’m slow on it right now because I’m just learning, but hopefully I’ll pick up the pace.

Today it was hectic too, but I feel more at ease with it for the moment. That could change any minute. My anxiety has been really high the past week and half because of my new duties that I’m doing. Dealing with the almond hulls is hard work. I have a big stack of payables and billing yet to do. My mood has been pretty good besides the anxiety. If it gets too bad, I could always have Dr. O prescribe me an anti-anxiety pill.

I saw Dr. O this morning and we ended up decreasing the Lamictal and increasing the Amantadine by 100mg each. I just don’t have the get up and go that I need to do things. I hope the increased Amantadine really helps me out in that area with energy and motivation.

I was late to work due to my psychiatrist appointment. Mary didn’t come in until 10:00 either. Marsha asked me to make doctor appointments in the afternoon rather than the morning. She said because it’s crazier in the morning when the coordinator isn’t there. So, I’m going to have to change my appointment with Dr. O for next month to the afternoon tomorrow.

I’ve just been coming home so I save money since I have so much going out to bills. I got gas today after my appointment and it was like $54.00 to fill up my tank. That’s outrageous, what is going on with gas prices? I am wondering how much more it is going to go up. I need a raise. I’m going to ask for one soon because I’m doing more at work now. I’m a coordinator, so that should be more money. More stress equals more money in my book.

I’ve been bad about writing here in my blog. I just did a little catching up today. B went to his friend’s to watch a fight on Saturday and we both were on computers on Sunday so we didn’t see each other. That’s okay though, we go sometimes a month without seeing each other. We talk on the phone a lot. Sometimes we don’t have a lot to say because we know each other so well.

Tomorrow will be another hell day because I have payroll entries to do as well as setting up loads to go to dairies. I hope I finish it all during work hours. I don’t want to have to do any overtime in the afternoon. It’s going on midnight and I need to get to bed, so I’m going to try that. It’s too late to be awake.

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