Got up fairly easily today for once. It wasn't early, but easier. Christian was still awake when I left for work. His sleep schedule is all messed up. He'll probably be sleeping when I get home. I came into work and bam, my day is shot to hell. It's been a shitty day so far.
We don't have enough trucks to haul our commodities. The loads are getting dropped and this isn't good at all. Unhappy customers and salesmen. They really should have known because of the holiday on Monday. I knew it was going to be hectic, but damn I'm anxious right now. I still have to apply off the payroll too. I will do that a little bit later I think.
I'm feeling blah, like I don't care about anything. I don't like that feeling. I have no energy or motivation at all. I started taking the Nuvigil a couple of days ago and so far, they haven't done anything for me. I still feel the same with no motivation. Some narcolepsy medication that is. It doesn't work. I really hope that Dr. O can find me something that will work because this is bugging me.
My apartment needs to be cleaned. I plan on doing that this weekend since we have three days off from work. Hopefully I can motivate myself to do it. I hate cleaning. I did it for so many years as a job, I'm burnt out. I also need to go grocery shopping and get Christian some clothes. His jeans are too short on him. Plus they all have holes in the knees.
My sisters will want me to come up this weekend, but I don't want to be on the road with all the traffic and I just don't want to go up there. Staying home is very appealing to me. Relaxing is very appealing to me. As long as I can keep Christian entertained, I will be okay. He's been playing Halo Reach a lot on XBox Live. Hope he doesn't get tired of it.
I think after work I will just go home. I was going to go pick up a prescription, but I think I'll save that for tomorrow. I just don't feel like going anywhere. Dinner is on my mind and what we will have. I may just want to get some fast food. It's easier for sure.
Well, I'm home and Christian is still asleep. I knew he would be. He kind of woke up, but then went right back to sleep. I stopped at the grocery store and got some milk then headed home. It was hot in the apartment. I don't know why he didn't turn the thermostat down. I guess because he was sleeping. Got the air going now and it feels just fine.
I will probably be up late tonight since I don't have to work tomorrow. I love the weekends when you don't have to do anything. It's nice and relaxing. Just kick back at home is great. We don't need to do something to have fun. We can just hang out.
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