What a tiring week this is turning into. I can't get the hell out of bed everyday. It's frustrating. I need something to help me with my motivation. Dr. O said we would try something else when I see him next. I wonder what that will be and if it will work. I need something strong obviously. Work is making me tired and cranky.
I took Christian over to my sister's house today so he could spend some time with his cousin. I called earlier and no one answered. My sister called me back and said everyone was asleep when I called. I guess she called in to work so she could spend the day with him too. He stayed up all night as usual. He was going to try to make it until tonight, but it looks like he didn't make it since he is sleeping now. I hope he doesn't sleep all day long.
Work is stressful for me. There are so many loads of almond hulls that aren't getting to the customers because we don't have enough trucks to haul them. We need some more companies to truck for us. The shitty part is we require $2 million worth of insurance in order to haul for us. A lot of trucking companies won't get that much. It sucks.
Over the weekend, we just stayed home. Christian hardly ever gets out of the house. We did get him a game and a pair of shoes though. Shoes sure are expensive for young men. He's got to have a certain type of shoe. He likes the skating shoes. I got him a pair on sale, so that was great.
He's been staying up all night and sleeping all day since he got here. I asked if he really does want to stay and live here because we have to get things situated if he is. He says he doesn't know what he wants to do. He better hurry up and get that answer going because time is running out. I have a feeling he will go back to Idaho, but I'm not certain. Whatever makes him happy.
It would be hard to start in a new school in high school. Kids can be mean these days. I wouldn't want to go back. I'm sure he would make some new friends, I just worry about him. He will miss all of his friends too. He has so many there. He doesn't realize how many he has. They all video chat and Facebook each other all the time.
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