It sure was a long day today. My window is down a little bit like I said before and I put the garbage bag over it in case it rains. It hasn't yet and I hope it doesn't until my car is fixed. I cashed out my vacation to pay for this repair. Today I took them the money for the part which was $386.00. They told me to bring the car in on Thursday night before they close so they can work on it Friday and maybe Saturday if needed. So, I'm going to have to get with B on Thursday so he can pick me up from the dealership and then I can take him home and take over his car for a couple of days. This car repair shit is for the birds. Never get a German car. They are expensive to fix.
Today I had some billing to do and I finished it late afternoon. The day was so slow to me that's why it was so long of a day to me. I was busy too. Usually when I am busy, the time goes by fast. Not today. I am waiting on my package to come to work. I ordered a camera and am excited to get it. I just wish it would get here already. Maybe tomorrow.
Sunday I did end up doing my laundry. That's all I did outside of the apartment. I picked up around the apartment a little. Did the dishes, picked up the floor. I haven't done that in a long time. My psychiatrist called me yesterday to see how I am doing and I told him I'm still feeling depressed, so he upped my Amantadine again. I think it does help a little bit, but not enough. I will be so happy when this depression is out of my life. It's like it's always there. Even when I don't feel depressed, I have the physical symptoms it seems. It's just frustrating. Hopefully soon that will turn around. Dr. O has some ideas. I see him tomorrow afternoon, so I will fill him in on if the added Amantadine is working or not.
I'm surprised my sister hasn't called me tonight. She's always on the phone and talking forever. It's a nice break though. I don't like to talk about some of the things we talk about. They are stupid and petty. Of course we talk about our other sisters. What sisters don't talk about each other? Lol. We all get along though. The thing is, three of my sisters live an hour away in the mountains. One lives in the city near me. The ones in the mountains don't come visit, yet they want us from the city to come up all the time and visit. I think it's a two way street. They should put some effort into it too. I think I've only had people over to my house like maybe 10 times in the almost 3 years I have lived in my apartment. I don't ever get guests. I guess that's a good thing because I need to clean. I'm determined to get some energy back though. I just hope it's soon.
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