12/7/11

It's Wednesday, half way through the workweek. We get lunch provided every Wednesday from our boss. It's great, but it's Italian and I don't care for Italian. I never eat it. Now, if it was Mexican food, I would gobble it up. I miss out on the free lunch every week. 


My Christmas party was this last Saturday the 3rd. It was at a golf club or whatever you call them. We had cocktails from 6-7 and then dinner at 7. I had 1 drink. I was unhappy with the alcohol selection. It was very generic. My boyfriend and I ate dinner, then we left. He has a pug and he was outside in the cold. We were both worried about him so he went home to let him in. I got dropped off at home and then fell asleep. It was 8:45 pm when I got home from the party. It wasn't a very fun one this year. That's one reason why we left so early. I was disappointed. 


This last Sunday I was glad that I didn't have a hangover at least. I was supposed to meet a friend, but I got stood up. This is the third time that has happened. I'm not going to make anymore plans with my friend now. What's the use when he doesn't follow through right?  I did my laundry and hung out at home. 


I need to call my psychiatrist because all I do is sleep. I barely get up in the mornings, I go to work, come home, and then go to sleep for awhile. I wake up a couple of times, but then go right back to sleep. I sleep like 11-12 hours a day. On the weekends I take numerous naps throughout the day. I can't seem to get enough sleep. It's frustrating. I really do think I am depressed. I don't do anything ever unless I'm obligated. I just stay home. I'm not even interested with the things I usually do on the internet and chatting with people. I don't know what to do about it. Hopefully my psychiatrist has an idea.


I have an eye appointment this Friday. It seems like I'm always going to the doctor. He lasered the holes in my eyes a couple of years ago because they weren't draining and am a likely candidate for glaucoma. I've had way less migraines since that got done. I just got done paying the $1000 deductible that my insurance doesn't pay for. $50 a month is what I paid, but I'm finally free of that bill. 


Work is slow this morning and I'm not into it at all. I should be entering driver tags right now and I'm posting on Blogger. I haven't written in awhile though. Thought I'd do it before I forgot. Maybe I'll write another one if something significant happens today. I doubt it though. Nothing really significant happens in my life all that often. Well, back to work!