Yay, it's Friday. Christmas weekend and I'm just not a holiday person. Grinch could be my name this time of year. Everyone is just so happy go lucky and I'm just not into it. Christmas isn't supposed to be about presents really. I celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ. I never have enough money to buy any presents, maybe that's why I don't like it. I don't like receiving presents either. I never have. I'd rather get nothing. Just me being me.
The week has been okay I guess. I've been tired as usual. I feel a little bit better on the upped Lexapro, but not enough. I think I will try the Viibryd. I just hope this new insurance will cover it. It's really new. It's supposed to be a good one though. We'll see if I try it. Dr. O called me on Wednesday to see how it was going. I told him I basically felt the same. He said to give it another week. Will see if something happens in this week. He will call me between holidays next week. I really hope that something works.
I have cleaned my apartment though, but that was because a friend was coming over. I couldn't let him see the apartment like it was. I met a guy online and met him and he's really friendly. We will hang out every once in awhile. I always love getting new friends. Especially since I don't have very many. Most are not very good ones. They are just there when something is up like going out. Not for everyday friendship.
Tonight I might hang our with a friend. Tomorrow I don't have any plans. I'll probably stick around home. Sunday is my sister Angel's Christmas dinner. I don't know that I'm going to go though. The brakes are still crappy and I would hate to chance the starter going out up there in the mountains. That wouldn't be good at all. My sister in town is having dinner on Christmas too and wants me to go, but I kind of just want to stay home. I feel obligated and I hate that feeling. I'm surprised my dad hasn't tried calling to invite me over there. I haven't been there in quite awhile, but I'm pretty much bored every time I go there. Just not into going places I guess.
Monday I have off. I'm glad I get a 3 day weekend. Next week too I have Monday off for New Year's. 2 long weekends is great. It does affect my work though. I don't have a lot of time to do it when there is short weeks. It's hard to jam all that work into 4 days a lot of the time. Plus it's going to be the end of the month and that is a really busy time. We have to close the month out and everything needs to be in for December. It's chaotic sometimes.
I made me a martini with my new shaker and it turned out fabulous. There is just something about shaking it that makes it taste way much better. It's strange how that is. I like apple martinis. The one I made was perfect for me. I will have to make them more often. I need to get more Grey Goose though. It's really good vodka. I'm going to try Kettle One too. I hear that's even better vodka. One gives me a little buzz. It's all alcohol though so that is why.
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