Work is going by pretty slowly today. I can't wait to get home. I'm tired because I got up at 3:30 this morning. My tooth was hurting and it woke me up, then I just stayed up. I went to work early and was going to cover for the receptionist while she went to the funeral, but she ended up not going. A lot of people didn't that said they were. I don't know why. It was an hour and half away though and would have taken most of the day.
Volkswagen called me at 9:30 and told me my car was done. I guess they didn't need to order the part again after all. He said something was unplugged and that is why it wasn't working. I got in the rental car, got gas in it, returned it, and then they gave me a ride to Volkswagen. I paid the $165 I owed and was on my way back to work by 10:30. Not much work going on today. I'll probably be busy tomorrow though.
I'm feeling no different since my antidepressant has been upped. I don't know that I will. I will probably have to try the Viibyrd. Will see by next week I guess. I hope to get all my prescriptions in this month so I don't have to pay the $250 deductible till next month so I can save up for it. Paying it this month will leave me a little tight on money. Will see what happens. I don't like this deductible business. It's for the birds.
I have my eye exam in February. I think I will be able to get some new glasses with frames on the new insurance. That will be nice. Where I get my glasses though, they don't have a very big variety of frames so that's a bummer. I like certain ones. Last year I only needed them for the computer. It will probably be the same for this year. I hope anyway.
My sister Angel wants me to come to her house for a couple of days this coming Christmas weekend. I don't want to, but I don't want to be rude either. I can't be away from my computer that long! I like being at home with no one to bother me. I don't want to drive my car with bad breaks in the windy mountains. I just don't want to deal with family. I should do what I want to do. It's my decision. I guess I'm going to be the bitch that doesn't want to visit. I'm depressed, I just want to be alone. Nothing wrong with wanting that. I'm hoping this depression blows over, but right now nothing is happening. So, I don't think that I will go. I'm just not a holiday person. It's no big deal to me. I celebrate the birth of Jesus and that's what is meant to be. I'm too poor to buy everyone presents. I feel bad. I hope no one bought me anything because I don't need anything.
Will go home after work and get on my computer. I'll like and rate on Fu and comment on posts on MDJ. I've really been keeping up with that good. I'm proud of myself. I'm giving other bipolar people support and it makes me feel good. Some are in a bad way and I try to give them encouragement. I hope it works. I only have an hour and half to go and I'm off. I'm looking forward to it.
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