Wednesday, January 11, 2012

1/11/12

It's been a tiring week and it's only Wednesday. Monday I came to work and Mary called in sick, so I had to do her job all day setting up loads for customers. I didn't get to my job at all. Yesterday she didn't come in again, so I was stuck doing her job again. I'm backed up now. Today she finally did come in and I am so grateful that I don't have to do her job today. I have my own shit that I need to get done. 


I have PMS, so I've been bitchy all this week. I'm sure everyone can notice. I'm usually not this way. PMS on top of doing someone else's work makes me a bitch. I just was not in the mood at all yesterday to be at work. I hope I didn't hurt any feelings. I couldn't wait to get home. When I did, I rested for awhile then got on the internet, my favorite place to be. 


I've been keeping up on MDJ which is good. I love helping people. They really appreciate it too. I haven't been to DS for months. It just became too much for me. Keeping up with everyone was getting too hard. I mainly stay on MDJ. I have my other social website that I go to too. I have quite a few friends there. It's nice to have so many online friends.


The Viibryd seems to be making a difference. I am taking double the recommended dose though, so I hope I don't get any crazy side effects. The regular dose wasn't enough for me. I metabolize these pills so quickly that my morning dose is gone by the evening. I take one in the morning and one at night now. I was getting those brain zaps a lot. I still do every once in awhile. I don't know why though. I just hope they go away completely.


I haven't been up to much but work lately. I did get my W2 yesterday and did my taxes last night. I am using the refund to get a new starter and new brakes on my car. They are needed badly. I just hope they last until I get my refund. I was able to do it early, so it shouldn't take too long to get it my checking account. I efiled, so that makes it get to me quicker too. I will be really relieved when the work on my car is taken care of. One less thing to worry about. 


I have payroll tomorrow and probably a lot of billing to do Friday. I'm not looking forward to it because I've been so busy. People interrupt me all day too. It was nice to come in last Saturday and get the payroll done because no one was here. I just jammed through it quickly. I have had a hard time getting up this last few days. I hope it's just because I've been so tired from work and doing the other girl's job. When I first started the Viibryd, I was waking up really early and I liked that. I'm tired of being tired. 


My mood today is pretty good. I don't have the stress of Mary's job, just catching up on mine. I'm not in a bitchy mood so far. I'm caught up on MDJ. I'm ignoring chat because I don't want to deal with anyone right now. Sometimes you just don't feel like talking to people. I don't have any plans this evening. Just the usual computer. I really need to do my Pilates and Ab Circle though. I've got to get this weight off. I just need to make myself. I've gained so much weight this year. It's ridiculous and it's very unhealthy. I also can't fit into my clothes. 



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