Wednesday, May 16, 2012

5/16/12

I woke up at 5:00 this morning, then went back to sleep for a couple of hours after being up for an hour. Did my discussion questions and participation posts. I got bored and needed to get out of the flat, so I went to the mall. I got a couple lip rings and a necklace and just went window shopping for a couple of hours. It was nice to just walk around. 


I went back home. It was hot out. I had to turn my air down because it had gotten warm in the flat. My fans work great though, so they helped cool it down also. I caught up on MDJ. There were a lot of posts today. My sister called and told me I left some shirts over there last night and invited me for dinner again. I went over there, ate, visited, picked up my shirts, and then headed home.


I ended up taking a small nap until she called. Now I'm back on the computer and catching up on MDJ again. I logged into Fu this morning, but didn't stick around. I'm just not in the mood for it lately. People there don't seem to know how to hold a conversation. It's disappointing. 


Now I'm kind of awake. So, I guess I better find something to do online. I do have a few discussions to reply to on MDJ. I think I'll check out the journals also and see if there are any new ones to comment on. People like it when you comment on their journals. I do too, it's getting support. 


My ears are feeling better from the piercing I got the other week. My third hole. I may go even higher with fourth and fifth holes too. I just like piercings. I don't want to get anymore on my fact though. I would love an eyebrow piercing though and maybe another lip. Gotta think about work though. 


My mood is good. I got a little irritated earlier when someone was chatting with me. I was trying to do some reading for class and that person kept bugging me. Oh well, I didn't turn my chat off, forgot to, then I was stuck chatting. I can't wait until my psychiatrist appointment. Both the regular one and the clinic one. I need to find out what is going to happen with my medications. It's weird because I have to take double the recommended dose of my antidepressant. It leaves my system in twelve hours and I'm stuck withdrawing so I have to take one pill in the morning and one in the evening. I don't know what will happen with that one. I need it though because it works for me. 


B has a friend visiting from Minnesota. He picked him up in San Francisco on Sunday and then got home Monday morning at 5:00. Long day and night for him. I hope his friend is giving him gas money to drive there to get him and drop him off when he leaves. That is quite a drive from here. He's too nice and people take advantage of him. Well, he's too nice to everyone but me. Nice boyfriend huh? Jerk, doesn't invite me anywhere. They went bowling tonight. Did I get an invite? Hell no. I don't even think it crosses his mind. 


Tomorrow I will be working on schoolwork as usual. Then nothing that I know of. I tend to get bored when there is nothing to do. At least I got out of the flat today and spent some time away. It felt good to get out and be around people. I would love to just shop away. If I had the money, I would. There are so many things I want. I have to watch it though. Got bills to pay. 


Guess I'll go find something to do. I hope I don't wake up too many times in the night. I usually wake up to go to the bathroom and then I stay up for awhile. Last night though, I just woke up once and went right back to sleep until 5:00 this morning. Adios! 

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