3/19/11

Woke up at 11:00 today. Went to bed at 10:30 last night. Lots of sleep I got. I woke up a few times in the night. B called and woke me up once and then I just woke up around midnight and ate some ice cream. Not the best thing to eat in the middle of the night, but it sure sounded good.

I have been on the computer most of the day. Nothing much going on. I talked to Nat about 2:00 this afternoon. She was getting ready to go to a friend's birthday party and wanted to know if I wanted to go. Nope, didn't want to go. Not my thing. Plus I don't want to be around a bunch of strangers. She will probably call again later and tell me all about it.

Around 5:15 I headed out in the rain and went to Ross to do a little shopping for my Sisters and niece for their birthdays. I bought my niece a big fluffy, soft blanket to keep her warm and I bought one of my sisters a purse. The other sister I bought a photo album and then went to Khol's and bought her some dragonfly earrings. She loves dragonflies.

So, that is out of the way and I feel better. I'm just going to spend the night with myself and log onto my support groups and post replies. That's what I usually do. Nothing out of the normal here. I don't hardly ever do anything. That's fine with me though, I'm content just being at home.

I have a dye test on the 24th. I got the essure procedure done in October. They are going to shoot dye into my uterus to see if it goes through my fallopian tubes. If it doesn't, then the procedure worked. If it does, then I need to get my tubes tied because the procedure didn't work. I sure hope it did work. That's a lot of trouble if it didn't that I went through.

I can't wait to see my psychiatrist on the 6th. I'm going to ask if we can up my Lexapro since I've been having this underlying depression for so long. The Lamictal has gotten rid of most of it, but even before I was being weaned off of the Lamictal I wasn't wanting to shower or take care of myself and I've had no motivation. It's quite annoying. I just don't care how I look anymore and I used to. At work, I pretty much look like shit. I don't do anything to make myself look good anymore.

Tomorrow brings nothing too. So nice to have nothing to do. I think I will go through my file cabinet though and organize it. It's needing some new labels on the folders and I need to go through the folders to make sure the right things are in each folder. I'm usually pretty organized. I guess that has been something I've been lacking too. Organization.