It's 4:30 am and I'm still awake. Imagine that! I haven't done this for awhile now, don't know why I'm still awake. I'm going to be really tired today and probably cranky too. Since I'm going to go in early, I'm going to try to leave early. I will do my billing today, there is a lot of it to do. I mean a lot of it to do. There will be more when I get in also to do. When Craig brings in the Asmades I can get Friday and Saturday's billing to do. I think I probably have a good four days worth to do.
I'm thinking about maybe not going in on the day of my appointment with Dr. O. We'll see how I feel. I don't know if this depression will get worse or not. I'm really wanting to see Dr. O. I wish Wednesday would get here very fast. There is so much to tell him and I want to see what he suggests. I can't go on like this with this depression. It's too much. I have to be able to enjoy my job. There is no ifs, ands, or buts about it.
I've drank I don't know how many cups of tea yesterday and this morning. I've got to quit drinking it though because I put too much sugar in them and it's causing me to gain weight. I plan on quitting the tea once my tea is exhausted and am going to start exercising again. This should make me lose some weight. All that sugar isn't good for me anyways. It's just going to be hard to break myself of this habit.
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