3/31/11

I got up at 6:30 today. I hope I’m making progress. I’ve been getting up around 7:00 and that’s just too late. I get to work barely in time. I got to work at 7:20 this morning. I was able to start on my truck drivers payroll in organizing it. Got it all organized by 8:30.

I started entering my payroll right after that and I finished around 2:00. I did pretty well. Sometimes I don’t get it all done in one day. I even ran the reports and applied off the amounts. I was proud of myself getting all that done today. Now I don’t have to worry about it tomorrow.

I did a little bit of billing, but didn’t get to the majority of it. I will have to do that tomorrow. I got on MDJ during the day and kept up with it. Didn’t touch DS. I will have to do that later on. Emily did a little bit of work today. She had some on her desk that I didn’t get to, so she said she would do them. Fine by me!

My mood was depressed today. I just can’t shake this. The upped Lamictal did help a little bit, but didn’t take care of it. I’m still struggling with the showering, cleaning, and just doing anything besides the computer. I really love my computer. Without it I would be so bored. I’m very thankful for internet.

I really need to get out. I will try to go to one of Michael’s shows when one comes up. I haven’t seen him in months. I miss him and would love to see his handsome face. His music is very beautiful and I love it.

My sisters that live in the mountains want me to come up this weekend, but I just don’t know if I want to. Especially with how I am feeling. I’ve been tired with this depression. The drive up and back will take a lot out of me. I also don’t really want to be around any peppy people. I will see how I feel when the weekend comes around.

Facebook is pretty boring these days. I used to get on there and post away. Funny things that people loved. Not anymore though since I’ve been depressed. I barely go on there. I do research bipolar articles though and post them on the bipolar depression group. That brings me some happiness. Helping people helps me.

I’m getting chunky, so I need to start doing my Pilates again. They work as long as you do them. I don’t eat a whole lot, but I drink a lot of tea with a lot of sugar in it and the sugar is what gets me in trouble. I’m going to have to cut down on the sugar too. I eat unhealthy too. Mainly steamed vegetables, cereal, and burritos. The vegetables are good though for me.

I don’t have any plans for the weekend unless I go up the hill to see my sisters. I usually spend the weekend on the computer at my support groups. I check my email. Sometimes I chat with people. I should probably do some laundry this weekend too since I didn’t do any last weekend. Not too much going on at all.