Got up around 10:00 today. Taylor, a girl from MDJ started texting me around 7:00. Too damn early for me. She is only 16 or 17 years old and she is pregnant with her second child. She says I"m like a mom to her. I've never met her, just know her through the support site. I feel sorry for her being so young. She is going to have to suffer the consequences though. She shouldn't have been having sex without birth control. Her boyfriend is 19. They are living together. She is still going to school thank God. She is getting all A's. I'm glad to hear that. Her little girl has her own room and the boyfriend is a good dad to her. He isn't the real dad though. It's a sad story, but hopefully it will turn out happy.
I went to Savemart last night and rented a couple of movies. I watched Eclipse last night. It was pretty good. Today I watched The Sorcerer's Apprentice. That was a cute movie. I like movies with vampires and also movies with magic. They were both cute and I'm glad I took the time to watch them. I haven't watched a movie in a long time. I have B's netflix I can watch too on my computer. I should take advantage of that every once in awhile.
I didn't do anything today except go back to Savemart and return the movies. Just stayed in on the computer. I'm just not really feeling the MDJ site. I need to fix that because I really love that site and I help a lot of people there. Gotta uphold my Group Leader status and be there for people. I hooked up my new phone that I bought on Friday today. I hope I like it better than the other one I have. I will give my old one to Julie. It's a $60.00 phone and it's barely used. Just usually when Nat calls and that's it.
I cleaned up my room a little bit today, so it looks cleaner. Put away some clothes that were lying around. There is a carpet now in my room! I cleaned up my desk area too where my computer is. It's a little more tidy. It looks better. I guess I should give B a call here soon to see how he is feeling. He's been sick, but got on antibiotics, so hopefully he is feeling better.
I'm still feeling like I don't have interest in things. It's this damn depression that I am feeling. I wish it would just go away. It doesn't work that way though. In my case, I need medications to fix me up. I will definitely be talking about this to Dr. O on Wednesday. Now, if I can hold on till then. Maybe we'll double my Lexapro dosage. I'm not sure. I wonder if I can get away with not taking Lamictal or not. That is the one I'm being weaned off of.
Tomorrow I have no plans. Just hanging out here. Not going anywhere. I won't spend money that way. I'm going to really try and not spend any money except for my necessities like gas for my car and stuff like that. I have food, so I'm alright there. I just have to keep myself from going out and spending on stupid stuff. I've been spending a lot lately with my t.v. that I bought and all. Time to slow it down.
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